scoey's conundrum » prayers… http://scoeyd.com just a boy trying to figure it out on the fly... Tue, 31 Jan 2012 21:55:53 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 love http://scoeyd.com/2009/05/24/love/ http://scoeyd.com/2009/05/24/love/#comments Sun, 24 May 2009 16:46:00 +0000 scoeyd http://scoeyd.com/2009/05/24/love/ This afternoon theWeez & I are headed to Anaheim for our denominations convention – its an all week-er. My preparations for the trip have involved not only the usual packing issues like: “how small of a suitcase can I get away with packing in?” & “do I really need that many shirts?” but have also involved more introspection & self-examination than even I’m used to.

Sometimes people bug me – situations bug me – church people who can & do only talk about church bug me… going to convention provides opportunity to spend ample time doing all 3 of those things… & I want to have as little time around the source & cause of my supposed issues as possible.

And then in the middle of my 2nd pot of coffee, I realize that I need love…to freely give it the way I’ve received it. To see people as God sees them, not through jaded & selfish eyes. Not in the Bud-Light “I love you man” way either – but to love, authentically, consistently, & without measure.

So that’s my prayer for today – LORD, fill me with your love. New eyes. Not focused just on me.

]]> http://scoeyd.com/2009/05/24/love/feed/ 5 musings on a Monday… http://scoeyd.com/2008/07/21/musings-on-a-monday/ http://scoeyd.com/2008/07/21/musings-on-a-monday/#comments Mon, 21 Jul 2008 21:10:00 +0000 scoeyd http://scoeyd.com/2008/07/21/musings-on-a-monday/ Had a long weekend. 1st with the “Midsummer Nights Dream.” Then with a Saturday/Sunday trip to Fresno w/the fam to hang with the Chums… Made the trip in 4 1/2 hours both ways – 300 miles from doorstep to doorstep – lots of time driving, but not too draining.
MND – the play – was 3 hours long. Fortunately, we had arrived at the Lake around 2, hung in the sun, swam in the not-so-chilly waters, & ate all we could get our hands on… entered the amphitheatre around 5:30 p.m. & made our way to our seats – right in the front of the Lower Gallery. Nice. Good people watching time, coupled with great vino, cheese, & salamali (some call it ‘salami’ but hey, when Weezer made up the word “Salamali” it stuck as a staple at the house.)

It started right on time, & was set in the modern day, with Oberon & Puck (& the other fairies) represented by American Indian-themed characters. Very nice. It was hard not to hear Opie’s “Brother Elk” voice talking about diseased blankets, but overall a good time was had by all, & it was a great time with the family & friends. We received a small dose of culture. Don’t know if it will sink in.

Fresno was hot; imagine that. Our friends have a pool. I don’t think our kids got out of it. OK, Pasty did, but only to shower to get the chlorine smell off of him. Gotta love it.
We had good food, good conversation, & a good time with our friends – & with their church family on Sunday.
Looking back, I see I’ve known Chum for 17 years – & we’re still friends. Talk a couple times a week. Celebrate life’s joys. Cry together over the crud. Deep talks. Shallow stuff. Sci-fi. Movies & popcorn. The works. The more time passes, & the more I see/experience what passes for faithful friendship, the more I appreciate him… Integrity. Maturity. Faithfulness. Grace. Forgiveness. Perseverance. And he’s still my friend after all these years, which says something.
The Dark Knight is on my list of things to do this week. Now I just need to find a couple of free hours & some buttered popcorn goodness.
GSR has a special right now: $7.77 for a stay in the hotel any Sun-Wed between July 1 & 31. What? No info on their website, but if you call, you can get the rate. They even advertised it to us Locals via a postcard.
The political doublespeak that accompanies the presidential election is in full swing. Hearing ‘stated truth’ presented to one group of people, while at the same time “ground-level truth” is given to a ‘group of insiders’ is pretty nauseating. Guess that’s why I never wanted to get into politics… or something like that.
Softball game tonight at the Golden Eagle fields – at 10p.m. How is this a good idea?
I’ll let you know…

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This a.m., my daughter, the Weez, the youngest child, the only girl, the character actress, the songster, the Princess Buttercup… is off to Jr High Camp… as a camper. Sigh…

Time flies.

]]> http://scoeyd.com/2008/07/06/milestone/feed/ 4 http://scoeyd.com/2008/06/05/327/ http://scoeyd.com/2008/06/05/327/#comments Thu, 05 Jun 2008 22:39:00 +0000 scoeyd http://scoeyd.com/2008/06/05/327/ A psalm of David – Psalm 28
O LORD, You are my rock of safety.
Please help me; don’t refuse to answer me.
For if You are silent,
I might as well give up and die.

Listen to my prayer for mercy
as I cry out to You for help,
as I lift my hands toward Your holy sanctuary.

Don’t drag me away with the wicked—
with those who do evil—
those who speak friendly words to their neighbors
while planning evil in their hearts.

Give them the punishment they so richly deserve!
Measure it out in proportion to their wickedness.
Pay them back for all their evil deeds!
Give them a taste of what they have done to others.

They care nothing for what the LORD has done
or for what His hands have made.
So He will tear them down like old buildings,
and they will never be rebuilt!

Praise the LORD!
For He has heard my cry for mercy.

The LORD is my strength, my shield from every danger.
I trust in Him with all my heart.
He helps me, and my heart is filled with joy.
I burst out in songs of thanksgiving.

The LORD protects his people
and gives victory to his anointed king.

Save Your people!
Bless Israel, Your special possession!
Lead them like a shepherd,
and carry them forever in Your arms.

]]> http://scoeyd.com/2008/06/05/327/feed/ 3 Remember the Sabbath… http://scoeyd.com/2008/06/02/remember-the-sabbath/ http://scoeyd.com/2008/06/02/remember-the-sabbath/#comments Tue, 03 Jun 2008 04:16:00 +0000 scoeyd http://scoeyd.com/2008/06/02/remember-the-sabbath/ The circumstances of life lately have led to more introspection than normal, which is saying quite a bit, thank you very much. A lot of my pondering has been on the topic of relationships, what’s important in life, & having peace regardless of circumstance. In the midst of it, I keep hearing, “Remember the Sabbath…”

  • It’s a reminder that I’m more than the sum of my accomplishments. That I’m holy, because I belong to God.
  • It’s holy time – set apart to God to honor Him, & live life for the sake of living – I like to think of it as being ‘for no good reason,’ which is something I think about as a poke at the idea that all the time I spend needs to be Productive. And Purposeful.
  • It’s coming to Jesus because His yoke is easy & His burden is light. And anyone selling a different yoke or trying to lay one on you is selling something…
  • It’s life in all of its fullness…

    It’s for me. I choose it.

    Psalm 54 1 Save me, O God, by your name;
    vindicate me by your might.
    2 Hear my prayer, O God;
    listen to the words of my mouth.

    3 Strangers are attacking me;
    ruthless men seek my life—
    men without regard for God.
    Selah

    4 Surely God is my help;
    the Lord is the one who sustains me.

    5 Let evil recoil on those who slander me;
    in your faithfulness destroy them.

    6 I will sacrifice a freewill offering to you;
    I will praise your name, O LORD,
    for it is good.

    7 For he has delivered me from all my troubles,
    and my eyes have looked in triumph on my foes.

    NLT

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    ]]>     http://scoeyd.com/2008/04/21/302/feed/ 6     needing grace… http://scoeyd.com/2008/02/19/needing-grace/ http://scoeyd.com/2008/02/19/needing-grace/#comments Tue, 19 Feb 2008 15:24:00 +0000 scoeyd http://scoeyd.com/2008/02/19/needing-grace/ I need extra grace today… And wisdom to know what comes next, what to do, what is beyond my ability or need to do.

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